Depending on how attentive and deductive you are you might have picked up on my discontent about my art lately. I seem to be in a phase of unrest about my style as I can’t settle on anything and everything looks wrong to me. I’m not sure what to do against it either as it’s gotten to the point where I cease to like styles of other people that I’ve previously enjoyed.
I’m not the kind of artist who can simply sit down and draw things for enjoyment, pretty much every time it’s a tedious struggle to get something out. This series has done an amazing job at keeping me at it regardless of circumstance, simply because routine and enforcement works well for me. But even just forcing myself to sit down has its limits and when I’m in a state of constant doubt and worry it tends to only increase these effects.
Still, I hate that I haven’t been posting as much and I loathe the possibility of not continuing my routine for even longer. I’m just not sure how to go on from here and I don’t believe in miraculous circumstances that will suddenly, magically fix anything, so simply waiting it out doesn’t seem applicable either.
I guess the reason why I’m writing this is because I feel like I should explain my current issues and the reasons as to why I haven’t been posting much and might not post much for the near future either.
If you have any ideas or tips to nudge me in my direction or even some simple words about my works, I would appreciate it a lot if you let me know. If not, that’s ok too.
Here’s to hoping I’ll be able to cross this barrier soon.